syl i know school sucks, just hell bear with it. tell urself u have to do it, u need that piece of paper at the end of the day. cause u cant beat the screwed up society without it.
hai what's wrong. if u really cant take it, just rest at home this week. call karmen back ok.
ok half more hour before i get to school. strained.
hah i read your post thrice its so silly, about flitzgerald
anyway i woke up with the terror of moods
and i just started tearing up all my notes
dno why but the chaos of torn pieces on the floor seem so right
my mom kps asking me whats wrong but i dno whats wrong myself
you know what i mean, thrs so much you jst dnt wna start
lest you cry so much some lil pest will start pointing you out to their fat moms
one day i may jst throw a plate at those irritating pests
mom says karmen called
but im too yknow, to reply anyone
maybe im being childish, ignorant, irresponsible, whatever
but then sdnly it doesnt matter anymore.
1:41 PM
nice blogskin! good job syl! i like the greyness.
had a looong day today. just came home from accounting class. flitzgerald ( the teacher) really looks like a shark, but theres like this tiredness in his eyes. and kinda influences me too. so im always exhausted when listening to him.
math test on wed. vv screwed. i just want to sleep right now n never wake up again to face the world.
seriously, i just dont understand people sometimes. why do ppl got to restrict themselves so much just to lose weight. i mean u shld be glad tt ur healthy right. ok if ur overweight, i've got nothing to say. well. i dont know.
cant wait to go to santa monica beach on thurs. just sitting there and stone. really love the times whereby i dont have to think at all.
i realise tt im so busy and fucked up with all the tests tt i dont even have time to take a walk outside of my house, and its such a waste cause the stars are really visible n pretty from this mountain top.
guess this is just how life is. it's not that we dont try to appreciate nature and the little sweet moments in life. we just dont have the time.
-tings
12:09 PM
new blogskin, finally
off to slp
1:49 AM
