swollen eye
i hate club smoke
liquid room's music made my ears ring
so crowded i couldnt breathe
nah..

i miss tings
i will miss tings
LOVE.

nightmares and bad dreams
plague me everynight
waking up in shock
anxiety attacks
wonder why?

miss my family and denzer
cant communicate
tears frustration angst

dont wana be angsty galz ):

i love chinese songs and techno
does that make me a lian?
will u hate me cos of the music i listen to?

i cant help it u know.

eyecandy
permy
colty
<3

hahah.

i need a drink but i know i shouldnt drink
i wana dance
i wana learn salsa
anyone wana learn with me?

my favourite song is until the day i die
all my good friends know this
(:

it shuts me up
it makes me wana fly
it makes me wana jump

nanquan galz
librarian galz is me (:

am going to librarian galz from now on

but i cant do froufrou tops just like she does.

i cant fucking do it.

i hate it.

i swear too much
i dont like it myself
angst angst and more angst

why have i become like this?

maybe its you leaving
maybe its he not talking

must i scream to your face
then you'll understand?

i'll spill my heart for you.

talent scouts
makes you wonder
does it tap on our talents or our naviety?

off to the doctor (:

i dont wana be a doctor but my dad wants me to be

hahah.

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