i feel wasted
all the time all gone to waste
we did not even get to try.
backed out.
we are in many ways worst than just screwing up on stage.
i cannot believe this.
ARGH.

sighh i rele feel damn disappointed
i mean like jo said
its only 2 minutes 50 seconds of your life
only 2min50s
the more i think abt it the sadder i get

two minutes fifty seconds of your life
and you cannot make it
how are you ever gona make it big in life

and there wont be a next time
there wont be a second chance
im pissed off.

kat rocks.
kat rocks to the max.
stef and aveline rocks too.
hm we still haven thank kat properly
i think we owe alot to her

i carn stand the thought that there wont be a next time
i actually rellle want to work with stef kat n ave again
we damn well had a chance
but anyway..maybe we din waste out time

i am better friends with stef kat n ave
n i realise tt kat is a super great friend
who is so cool so calm oh gosh i so admire her
and stef has the biggest heart n the nicest personality
n aveline is actually very fun to work with..
i am missing dancing n just plain having fun with them already.

hahh..i think stef is rele funnnyyy
i think we went crazy yesterday
while ave is on retail therapy
we are like going mad laughing
over the happy house hippo
n how clarence shud hit himself
hahhh voodoo doll
and u think u break very good issit?
hahhhaaa

chicken loser gays

anw kat was so cool after we walked out on the guys
and then its like she just say she gotta go cine to meet her friends
i said thanks kat n then after all the byebyes she went off
it is so unrealistic
the moment we all packed our stuff
it was so surreal
n then its like we walked off
as if the guys were invisible
n they were there just stoning
n still stoning after we walked past after some time to look at dresses
n the worse part was feeling so wasted so stupid
going there all prepared
n telling the lady when she called
that we are backing out
i carn believe we backed out

anw called cheryl n said sorry
cuz she bought acjc tickets so tt we cud go
n then i cannot make it
n plain wasted her money n time
and then screamed at her
when she told me not to back out myself
since i was on 50-50 mood to dance
cheryl u are the greatest.

anw cher thinks i shud wear a black sari for the camp
hmmm i carn get a dress larh
so how but my mum thinks sari is wierd
hmm next week is gona sucked
all those freakin tests
i'll try to go shop for something

i think life is playing a trick on us
first, the stef ankle scare
then the backing out
maybe we are just not meant to do it

i wont forget the three days of effort
even though we din make it in the end
coz something came out of it
n it is even more important n significant than anything.

we are the best we know we are

10:33 PM