juz came home not long ago
ate too much during dinner so im v full..
i rellle wana jian fei but juz karn stop eatin
so haix nvm got sth more depressing to sae....

my work experience allocation came out todae and guess wad i got??
CHINESE OPERA INSTITUTE - admin work
could u believe that.....
-gags--
and the one i chose also not enough ppl joining
and they stil dun wana gimme my choice...
so angrY!

weishenmo????????
and mingxiu is goin good living which we're supposed to go together
and now im stuck at the OPERA HOUSE for 2 weeks
my goodness.
so not lookin forward to it.
now im like practically alone dere cuz noone wants to be there
and im alone with all those tok tok cheng people..
bet they placed me there cuz of my cca.
GRR.

oh wellls..nth i can do bt it...OH WELLL..
its almost 930 and my cantonese show gona come on soon...
yippEee!
i lubb cantonese shows with the round face xiu sang guy
hahaha gona watch soon so happie!
i wana be an actress!

oh this is a long entry..
todae during pccg Debbie came cuz she hols from sch in melbourne
so shes here to visit tchers so shun bian talk to us bt the aus
so it sounds kinda relaxing n fun
aiyarh everywhere sounds fun as long as its outa spore.
so aniwae she talkin bt how relaxed and how they study hard play hard
yup i like that kinda life no nid stress stress everydae duno for wad what if i die tml and then all will be wasted.
so it sounds fun and shes doin foundation for one year so next year she'll be in melbourne uni doin medical which is not that gud cuz aus is better in psycology instead..
but aniwae she's LIVING A LIFE
unlike me.
okae okae.....
so she spends 14ooo for this year sch fees n another 14ooo hostel
i think tts quite the same compared to wad i'm using in spore
so yah i told mum bt it
but then i think bt it its kinda wasted if i go there cuz all the hard work for nth
but if i rele wana be psyco i kan go dere but i duno
i thot i wana be a gynaecologist
but i duno
i juz wana be someone with a life when i grow up
but then if i carry on like this im nv gona haf a life
oh dear..hai i duno lar

and so ms lee also talking bt how our qian tu wu liang
which means no hope no light nth in front of us but darkness
haiyarh its si lu yi tiao..sighaa
duno larhs everyone's competing for i oso duno wad now so im juz one of those in this never ending circle of wadever life u call it
which goes back to the fact tt i nid enlightenment

but then...hai i rele duno
i duno now i study so hard for what and its not like my future is gona be bright
i mean even ms lee saes our future hopeless

okae im goin!!!
THE SHOW IS ON!
hopefully i willl be an actress and act in this kinda show
yay!
maybe chinese opera not a bad start either who noes
okae BYE!

-muacks muacks-

9:32 PM