the ff took a look at my blog and commented that its dead
and we both know the reasons, fragments that fall from you as you grow older
you fall in love, get a mate, and cant be bothered with blogging,
schools hectic and you just dont have the time to even breathe anymore,
and most obviously, you have grown out of this online anonymous ranting, you grow older and such redundancy is erased and you no longer have a need to broadcast your life, you realised its nothing much anyway, the same ol same ol. and whos reading anyway, the number of weblogs is burgeoning, and with everyone ranting, whos there to listen? and even if someone is reading, who is that, who are you?
strange really, the perceptions that changes as we grow older,
we may be wiser to the world, but i am not sure if thats the best thing, losing bits and pieces of things that used to revolve around you when you are younger.
ive been 20 for a grand total of 5 days, and i feel 30.
maybe when i truly turn 30, i wouldnt even feel anything anymore, none of the excitement of lighting candles and blowing them, happy that yay you have grown just that much, happy over everything and nothing much really to a grown person.
wiser, perhaps
happier, maybe
there are no fairytales cynical, a frowning yes
i am glad mom didnt tell me then
at least i grew up with cinderella and mermaids.
i still love fairytales, and maybe, the truly beautiful things, you never outgrow them.
2:37 AM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
I love Ryan!
People who are in love have no time to blog.
xoox
11:35 PM
Saturday, July 07, 2007
weiting is an idiot!
11:47 PM
over at tings.
we have both seemed to contract some infectious disease and are sick as hell,
intestines going to burst any second
ARGH
7:04 PM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
i am in desperate need to watch some movies.
200 pounds beauty
shrek 3
silver surfer
im such a country bumpkin.
2:15 AM
Friday, June 15, 2007
six hours doing my hair today, drowsy to death.
class dinner tmr = more pics yay.
x
geri: sorry sweets, drop me your link and it will be up asap!
11:45 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
You could easily come up with a million reasons why i love my princess tingting so much,
But honestly?
I could just love her for no reason at all.
<3
1:08 AM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
LO CEINTO, SOY TURISTAS!
3:34 PM
jamessss - even a spoilt clock is right twice a day. says:
AIG = almost in greece
HAHAHA james totally cracked me up on this one!
(at least my beloved still has a title)
3:24 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
LIVERPOOL OFF TO ATHENS!
Gerrard fooled everyone with a low free-kick from the corner of the box which Chelsea expected to be curled up towards Peter Crouch and the mass of bodies around him; instead the Liverpool captain squared it to Danish international defender Agger, who sidefooted the ball past Petr Čech with power and precision. The aggregate equaliser was greeted by near pandemonium and Chelsea struggled to get into the match until Didier Drogba gave Liverpool a scare when he beat the offside trap but not Reina, who blocked his shot from a promising position. -UEFA
Amazing display by Pepe Reina; saved 2 spot-kicks to a 4-1 win on penalties!
But nothing beats Gerrard, i think he is fcking brilliant.
6:02 AM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
just got back from vesak day celebrations, tired & very full; copious amounts of ice cream finally appeased my burgeoning growling(yes,growling)cravings for the past week. had sooo much cos its only 50 cents each! & so i was strollg around the fair, lookg for smth fun and surprise, something <3 beckons me over...and tada ive got my nails done! girlygirl in me simply cldnt (didnt want to) resist. haha so here goes (:
Qn: Why the retarded face & pose?!
Ans: Cos i love them lovelynails too much!
whatcha gonna do, charge me with acting cute? hoho.
5:15 PM
Monday, April 30, 2007
(:*
Sensations, perceptions and complications in this tiny world; they can make your eyes twinkle with unbridled joy, but often to many, what cuts the deepest, leaving dark ink etched into the thus tainted memory, is the extreme end, the overwhelming that leaves one anguished and torn, broken and never-will-heal.
but! at the end of the day, one should smile, can smile, nothing contrived & everything straight from the heart, cos hey, look around, there are always people who truly madly deeply love you no matter what, who carry your heart in their very own hearts, and who sincerely care about you as you. & this strong silent love is enough. everything else is just a bonus (:
1:51 AM
Saturday, April 28, 2007
dyed my hair tday; lovely colour, but it cant cover my veryblack hair, oh well..
anws im suffering from immense withdrawal symptoms, i need caffeine right now. (on the bright side, im glad im a caffeine addict, i think alcohol is absolutely vile.)
A TRIP TO COFFEEBEAN/STARBUCKS MUCH NEEDED!!!
4:51 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
my green barley drink in my fav shanghai mug! (green oozyness courtesy of zealous mom fervently scooping one tablespoonful when i asked for a mere teaspoon)
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anws heres a cute story wend showed me,
"Dad," I clawed at the dashboard, emphasizing my need for sustenance. "Stop. I need food."
"There's an In-N-Out about thirty minutes away. Do you want to wait?"
Do I want to wait? Of course I do. I've never gone on a drive within California for longer than four hours that didn't involve stopping at In-N-Out. It just wouldn't feel right not to.
Thirty minutes turns into forty-five, but we finally make it. We park and get out of the car, but as soon as I stand up the hunger I had been fighting before is nowhere to be found. It seems I have surpassed the point where you are so hungry that you aren't even hungry anymore. Stepping inside, though, the smell of frying fries and grease hits my nose and a strong desire washes over my body and lands in my stomach.
Ah, the familiar scents and sights of In-N-Out Burger. Every single restaurant is exactly the same, and looking around I could be visiting my best friend in San Diego, heading up north to Montana, or in Pinole on my lunch break. The "retro" red and white tiles are familiar, as is the smell of sizzling hamburgers.
Sizzling hamburgers...
"Shit!" I am slapped in the face with a sudden realization. "I'm a vegetarian now!"
I go through a brief crisis of self. Why am I doing this again? I ask myself. Right, because meat is gross. You won't touch the outside of a cow, so why are you going to eat the inside of it?
Now that I remember why I am newly a vegetarian, I must deal with the fact that I am at In-N-Out and very hungry. The French fries are good. The best, actually. MY SENTIMENTS EXACTLY!
(im so a vegetarian too.)
10:40 PM
4:45 AM
its way past midnight and here i am, watching champions league semis with lil bro.
its reds vs blues! one goal by j.cole; 3 touches amazing counter attack.
anyways i just ate a pistachio almond ice cream cone, and twisties BBQ flavour, shuangzzz.
hehe bestyboy deserted me to fly astral aeroplanes but thankfully bestygirl is right here to accompany me, yay. and we concluded i rly should dye my hair to have the same colour again, pale as a ghost effect at night. hungry as hell, cant wait for buffet at cafe georges!
(:
3:30 AM
Monday, April 23, 2007
this is the CRUNCHIEST apple ive ever tasted, its so amazing; i never knew apples could taste like this, amazing.
4:51 AM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
three movies with neng li and qi lin for the past 2 days, (:
11:39 PM
Qn: Why the retarded face & pose?! 
(:*
my green barley drink in my fav shanghai mug! (green oozyness courtesy of zealous mom fervently scooping one tablespoonful when i asked for a mere teaspoon)
this is the CRUNCHIEST apple ive ever tasted, its so amazing; i never knew apples could taste like this, amazing.
three movies with neng li and qi lin for the past 2 days, (: